Saturday, July 16, 2011

Pregnant? Nope.

So, it used to be that when I would have dreams I was pregnant, and wake up not pregnant, I'd be relieved. Nowadays when I have a dream I'm pregnant, and wake up not pregnant, I'm really sad and lonely, and just feel like I lost something awesome. Sigh. Guess I'm getting older. And even though I'm a little afraid of it, I do really look forward to having a family. I'll do my best to be patient in the meantime.

1 comment:

Shilah said...

I sometimes dream that I'm not pregnant or I dream of miscarriage and I wake up and everything is fine (phew!) It probably wont make you feel any better but I didn't start dating Matt until I was 25. I know how it feels to be alone and not able to progress. Starting at 17 I started a count down of my child bearing years and now finally pregnant for the first time I have 2 and a half years left. Heavenly Father isn't leaving my childless (my biggest fear) and I know that I will have all the children he wants me to have. Heavenly Father will bless you too with the family you are meant to have.