A truly sweet miracle: I'm beginning to be excited about things in my life. In 2007 I had some experiences that seemed to suck all the energy and life and happiness out of me. But now I am starting to find things that get me excited. I'm beginning to express my excitement without being ashamed or worried. I still have a ways to go, but if feels so nice to feel again. And to act, rather than living in fear. Music is coming to life inside me; I'm dancing in the living room; I'm having too much fun to go to sleep. I'm doing things I haven't done in a really long time, yet I'm moving on from the past. Holding on to the good and letting go of everything else.
It feels GREAT!